I have been crying inconsolably for four days now.
There's been a ton of that ideation going on... it's why I started on this crying tour. My brain somehow convinced me there's no other option... so I was crying.
I opened up to a friend Monday night, after she asked me how I was doing.
Her response was that she was about to go to sleep, but she'd reply to me the next day after work.
I heard nothing.
Shit like that just makes me feel more alone. It makes me scoff... then cry.
How did I get here, man?
