I've always been fearful of catching someone being unfaithful to their spouse.
It has ALWAYS been a fear of mine. I understand that love wanes and all that shit, but once you've been with someone for over two decades... what the fuck possesses you to go "look" elsewhere? You're old now... and this spouse has seen you through thick and thin. He/she was there when you did that very fucking stupid thing with your money... when you did that very fucking stupid thing with your friends... when your family started dying off... when new members started sprouting all over the place... etc.
And above all, you PROMISED you'd make it work. You PROMISED fidelity.
If you didn't want to be faithful, then why the fuck get married? Just live together, where the expectation to stay forever isn't there... where people know that any day, you might not be there, but instead seeking fortune elsewhere.
I feel sick.
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as always if you need to talk, no matter what time day or night, I am here.
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