I've been selfish.
I've been holding on to this feeling, and have kept it all to myself.
I am so happy.
So, so happy.
"It takes the same effort to be miserable, as it does to be happy."
I went back to basics.
I released any and all resentment. I forgave every single person on my shit-list. I may not have befriended every person on my bad list, but I did release those I find a hinderance to my happiness.
I've laughed, I've smiled... I've returned to hanging out with my best friend.
It's like ten years ago... the fun parts... the random, simple times, where just WALKING down the sidewalk at school in the cool breeze made me smile and relax.
Relaxed-- that's what I am.
I am being given this huge gift of surrounding myself with some... vibrant, happy people, and it's rubbing off on me.
I've stopped complaining-- for the most part-- and it lifts the heaviness that has been resting on my chest for so long.
I am so very happy, and I finally don't feel like I must APOLOGIZE for it.
This is so fucking awesome.
I've been holding on to this feeling, and have kept it all to myself.
I am so happy.
So, so happy.
"It takes the same effort to be miserable, as it does to be happy."
I went back to basics.
I released any and all resentment. I forgave every single person on my shit-list. I may not have befriended every person on my bad list, but I did release those I find a hinderance to my happiness.
I've laughed, I've smiled... I've returned to hanging out with my best friend.
It's like ten years ago... the fun parts... the random, simple times, where just WALKING down the sidewalk at school in the cool breeze made me smile and relax.
Relaxed-- that's what I am.
I am being given this huge gift of surrounding myself with some... vibrant, happy people, and it's rubbing off on me.
I've stopped complaining-- for the most part-- and it lifts the heaviness that has been resting on my chest for so long.
I am so very happy, and I finally don't feel like I must APOLOGIZE for it.
This is so fucking awesome.
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