Lies. Lies. LIES. AGAIN.

I'm so gullible.

I trust.
And I love.
And I DEFEND.

I believe you not because I'm an idiot... but because I'm nice... and I love you... and I'm loyal. I convince myself that EVERYONE is like that.

Then I'm proven wrong. The lies are revealed. I'm left looking like a fool... or a mean cunt... but mainly just a fucking idiot.

I hate lies.
I hate them so much.

I hate having my trust betrayed. I hate knowing someone knew they were leading me astray, and didn't do shit to prevent it.

How did these last couple of days get so fucking out of control?