Monday, May 27, 2013

NO. I'm sorry, we're NOT GOING!

Guessss who found herself crying in a bathroom today... !
Yup!
And at a train station.
And on a sidewalk as I waited to cross the street.
And in my kitchen-- Where all the nosy/pervy neighbors got to watch me sob away at the window... Snot adorning my mug all romantic 'n shit (sarcasm-- everyone knows I cry ugly).

I don't know why things in this universe conspire so hard to keep my from being happy... But... It's pretty fucking good at it. It's a pro, I dare say.

I'm trying as best I can to make myself laugh, but this pain in my chest makes me cry... bitterly.

Some things... Some feelings, were just never meant for me, regardless of how hard I may try to change it.

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