Sobs

Can't lose what you never had, can't keep whats not yours, and can't hold on to something that does not want to stay.

Does everyone have to try so hard to stay positive? Is it always this difficult to keep a smile on one's face?
Should it really be so much of a fucking struggle?

I just want to sob... really hard... really loud. But I don't want anyone to hear me. I don't want anyone to try to get me to shut up.

People really underestimate how alleviating that is-- sobbing.
Just letting the sorrow escape your body like that.

It can't always be this fucking hard to keep a smile on your face... it just can't.